i'm just so tired all the time and sad and i'm so fucking bored i swear it's like i'm not even real fuck i miss dissociation at least then i was able to fucking zone out until everything was abstract but now i'm just a waste of space
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i also tried to write a songg
look at dem lyrics
dead phone dead skin dead inside
i don't like these new meds i've been prescribed
i'm no longer dissociating
but now i waste my time unsatisfied